[ sam turns to face him, she's still trying to ground herself. wishing she had brought her pills with her so she could down a few more. it's been so long since she's felt that edge, that pull to the darker side of herself. the side that wanted to just cave in and listen to everything billy said to her. that wanted to just lash out and hurt people, to be the monster so many had written her off to be. to cut up as many bitches as possible until she could get home.
she digs her nails into her palm and forces a smile. ]
I... don't know what you mean.
[ her mind whirls a little, she doesn't know him. she's guessing he's a new arrival. was she really that obvious about seeing something? she hasn't told anyone here that she's medicated, norton knows but so far hadn't asked her about it. she also hadn't told anyone she was prone to hallucinations and violence - the former part especially was something she wanted to avoid. she hadn't even told anyone back home.
she can't help but flick her eyes towards the bowl again. but this time, thankfully she doesn't see billy in it. ]
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she digs her nails into her palm and forces a smile. ]
I... don't know what you mean.
[ her mind whirls a little, she doesn't know him. she's guessing he's a new arrival. was she really that obvious about seeing something? she hasn't told anyone here that she's medicated, norton knows but so far hadn't asked her about it. she also hadn't told anyone she was prone to hallucinations and violence - the former part especially was something she wanted to avoid. she hadn't even told anyone back home.
she can't help but flick her eyes towards the bowl again. but this time, thankfully she doesn't see billy in it. ]